Star Gazing!

So after our drive last night the fire in the fire pit was still going so Joseph and i got some blankets and hung out on the grass star gazing. We saw like 7 shooting stars. We haven't star gazed since we were dating, Sad huh! Anyway, we were able to talk things through about the air force and life and it was a nice time together. At church they talked about balance in our lives and how that is so needed in our lives. We are quite tipsy some times. So it was nice to take time out for our selves and talk and have fun together.
Today has been one of those anxiety days where you have made so many bad decisions and you just feel stuck sometimes. Hopefully we will learn from our mistakes and stop making stupid decisions. We at least know what we're doing with the Air Force is right. That's a comfort in itself. It is so like me to have a great day one day and a bad day the next. I am thinking it is those wicked female hormones coming out of me. It's like you get too much bliss and "boom" it overloads your system and you just want to cry and those evil sadness hormones come out ruining your good day of bliss from the day before....Darn those mind boggling ways of the female. :) Anyway, we are still here and kick'n. I hope you all are doing well. Joseph goes through MEPS on Thursday. Wish him luck.