My week at it's best :)

This is what I found on the table after I slipped upstairs to go pick out what I was going to wear for church. This is 3 different cereal boxes dumped out :( I was at break down point during this time and I started cleaning it up then I thought I need a picture of this so I can laugh at it later. I was doing the opposite of laughing when the picture was being taken but hey Life goes on :)

I then looked behind me and saw this on the wall with a line that looks like mountains going all the way around the room. This has actually happened a few times this week but with washable markers and comes right off. This is colored pencil and my walls are crazy and I can't get it off. So when I can eventually afford paint I'll do just that, "paint" but until then we will enjoy the beautiful art work of Bridger boy :)

This week has been an interesting one. I am starting to see a change in my kids attitudes and how they treat me and eachother and react to different things. It has been waring on me for sure where I have gone through quite a ride my self emotionally this week. I had some inspiration today at church and I am excited to change things up a little. I have decided to make one of our kitchen counter areas a work office and pre-school area. I have put "UP"all the coloring markers adn pencils and paper adn books and am creating a creative space that will be a fun area for the boys to enjoy getting dirty and learning and discovering. I can give them individual attention so I feel like I am winning in some area of my life. So today was a big step in that direction and I changed things around and I am going to make a schedule for this week so we can better prepare and make goals.

I picked up a Young womens personal progress book and decided I am going to do "MY" personal preogress and have a better motivator to help me set goals and stay on track in my life. I want to be an example to my boys of how to set goals and make changes adn learn from our mistakes.

I look forward on getting our heads on straight in our family and work together towards our goals.

My goals at this moment in time.

1) Only spend time on the computer for 1 hour a day when the boys are not awake so i can focus on them.

2) Approach the Book of Mormon like a series of stories and read it from beggining to end

3)Work out on a daily basis and make time for my self before I start the day with my boys.

4) get out of the house daily (even with out a car and even when it is cold) and enjoy going for a walk or playing at the park with my boys.

5)start my personal progress

6) Work on our families needs... FHE, Scripture study, prayers, and working together.

So those are a few for now and hopefuly I can do better this week and my boys can do better and we can smile and laugh instead of crying over spilled cereal :)