Forlorn

That is how I see my husband walk out of this house and do all he can to keep his head up when he knows he will be gone away from us till the early part of next week.  That is how my husband goes to work.  That is why I pray that things will work out in our future so that we can start doing things that bring him Joy.  We all have different obstacles to face.  Some more than others  This is just one that he faces.  Me and the kids miss him a ton when he is gone but our environment is a good one with laughter and being together.  I wish I could make the same for him, have it be all better and have him find something good about going to work.  He always seems to have at least one conversation about Mormons or the gospel when he is out, so hopefully he is planting good seeds a long the way for others.  He means the world to me and I just pray that something good will come to him today that will lift his spirits enough to help him through the next four days being away from us.  It will all work out for the best someday.

Just wanted to share my thoughts and feelings.  I have a good man no matter what his faults are.  He is good and he is mine and I love him.